Shouldn't be like this....

It shouldn't be this hard, should it?
How is it that it still feels like I'm headed in the wrong direction but who's to know for sure when I don't know if I've ever been going in the right direction. One little falter in my step and all is thrown into doubt.

It feels like I'm spinning my wheels and not getting anywhere. Struggling to read the map for the right directions when I realize that all along it's not the map's fault that I don't know where I'm going but my shoes. Stupid shoes.

That's when I realize the fork in the road, isn't just a fork but a tree with way too many branches. And who's to know if you're going to travel down the right one or if you're going to stumble upon a giant knot.....

Once I stop spinning into the chaos and when I finally start spinning in the right direction, I think I will know. I think it will just feel right. My feet will know where to go, I'll just have to get rid of my shoes. Stupid shoes. After all it isn't meant to be this hard, is it?