Another long week is dragging itself to a close.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm in this business, especially after a day like today. But going for drinks with Kavi tonight was the best thing for me.
Spending time with her reminds me that yeah there is a lot of shit to be dealt with, but there will be shit with any job and I love making television. It's that simple.
I was stressing tonight while things were falling apart in the control room and there wasn't much I could do to solve it other than keep calm and thankfully it looked nearly flawless on air.
Sometimes what I do is great.
Sometimes what I do sucks.
Doesn't mean that I don't long for some stability in my life. This career hardly caters to that and I know that I have to search it out on my own, even if it means that it's a lot more work than I care to throw in.
But who has time to think about that now. My post work medicinal gin has made me sleepy and in need of my bed.
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