I'm a 26 year old single female. I am comfortable with that. I love having my own space, without having to worry about anyone else. I can work long hours and come home and be bitchy. I can walk around my apartment naked, I can eat in bed. Basically I do whatever I want.
So why today when I noticed that the homely girl I work with was wearing an engagement ring did it feel like a swift kick in the ovaries?
I have long proclaimed my love of single life, telling friends and family that I doubt I will ever marry. I've told my mother not to hold her breath waiting for me to pop out some grandkids for her either!
Apparently though my hormones aren't on track with my brain's plan of no marriage, no kids.
I suddenly found myself worrying what if I'm getting too old, I mean I don't even have a boyfriend prospect on the horizon. Granted there are several contenders that I spend time with but none of them are good enough to commit to........
Why am I feeling this now? I've still got plenty of unattached, childless friends with whom I can party and travel and spend time with. Perhaps this is a slight side effect of being bombarded by old school chums and their babies last week.
Whatever it is it better get under control. In the mean time I'm going to go pop a birth control and turn off my cell phone so I don't make any stupid late night phone calls out of desperation and the fear of my ovaries exploding.
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